Awww what a sad day for my partner.. Her cat died yesterday. I came home from work and found him. I wanted to call her to tell her, but knew that she was not going to react well. I am so glad because she fell to the ground and was crying so hard. I just felt so helpless. I was sad when I found him and am really missing that crazy cat today. He had not been feeling well and we knew this, but he did he seemed like he was better the last day or so... For her it is like one of her children has passed.

That all makes me feel so superficial about weight loss. I guess just the thought of concentrating efforts on weight loss when there are other areas of my life that I should be concentrating on just makes me feel --- low. My weight today was 229. BLAH Why can't that scale move the other direction? But I totally earned that # and cant even deny it.

Maybe I need to get back to the gym and do some classes and see if I find something that I love. I have wanted to try spin class. not sure.. I am going to think about that today. Well hopefully will be a better day food wise today. Going to take my Catwoman to get her cat cremated. I don't want her to drive so taking some time off this morning. I have the longest weekend coming up--- At the end of the week I will have worked about 65 hours. UGHHH. Thankfully 20 of those hours are really easy. Then spending my only day off going to Austin, will take my grandson to see his dad and get some things for my son that he needs for his new job. AND then a little rest Sunday evening -- and a really tough next week looming, As my co worker is on vacation.. So basically I will be doing the job of 3. ugh. I am just one woman. More overtime.. Going to put it in my xmas fund. So I wont complain. My goal each year and this year especially is not to use my credit cards.. Well more next time.. Hopefully will be lighter in mood and body!