Today is Tuesday. I got my band adjustment on Sunday.. I think my band is to tight. When I eat I hear this crazy gurgling sound coming from my esophagus. I ate some tortilla soup yesterday- should be no problem right? WRONG I threw up 3 times. bah... This is not good when at work. Eating all of the things that I shouldn't because they do down easy. Catwoman has been making me mad because she tells me that it is all in my head! No its not...Candy and hard foods go down easy.
ITs all very frustrating. I don't want to go to work today. I start my new job on 9/30. So its coming up soon. I cant wait to get the F^&* out of there. Such a negative place to spend all day. I am not sure how I am going to feel at my new job where there is not that much to do.. I am trying to figure out what my second career will be. But not sure yet. But really trying to think hard about what I want from a second career. I think I should start posting my weight daily here.. I am not sure if that will help or not. I have been having a really bad time with my night eating again. MAYBE knowing that I had to publish my weight daily would help???? I wonder. I am going to ponder on that .
Okay. I need a vacation. I want a vacation. I want to go to the beach. I want to clear my head. I want to walk away from work one day soon and know that I don't have to go back for a week. sigh. oh well not in the future any time soon...
Weight today.. 231. I guess I will try posting every few days. Trying to get under 230.. seem stuck here, I think its 99% mental. I weighed 229 when I started at Scott and white and would love to leave less then that! Okay, off to work.. Hope all have a good and healthy day
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